oh great!

Thank God. I'm fully recovered. No more bleeding and no membrane sac left in my womb. Hooray!

I was so satisfied when seeing my baby Jayden takes my milk yesterday night. :) My milk supply drops badly, thus my Jayden will have to take most of Formula Milk in his diet. And I try my best to continue feed him my breastmilk if possible. I miss breastfeeding him.

You know... my sky is so clear and bright right now! :D

I can drink coffee!

Think of the bright side, I can drink coffee or Teh C Peng since I stop breastfeeding! :) How nice..~ mmMMmm

Juz bought 2 kilos of langsat for my mom on my way back to office during lunch time. She was surprised and happy to receive her favourite langsat. She happy I happy. Hope she enjoy her langsat when she is free today. I hardly accompany her or bring her out for a cup of nice coffee as I busy with daily routines.. I love her and I hope she happy and healthy always.. I hope I have enough time to bring her surprises and happiness like other daughters do.

you know what.. when I see langsat.. I think of my mama :) It is good to have something to remind myself not to neglect my mama especially when I'm busy with my daily routine..

Hm... will my Agnes think of me when I'm old..... like.. seeing coffee will think of me? :P

Thanks bappy for buying my mama her favourite langsat.. I love you too!

argh!

It is so hard for me to take the pil (to stop producing breastmilk) because I never thought that I will stop breastfeeding such soon but I have to...

Time to get milk powder for my baby Jayden...

how sad...

After serious consideration and discussion with Bappy, I decided to stop breastfeeding because of some reasons... some unavoided reasons.. sigh.. my dear Jayden.. Hope he won't blame me when he grow up for not giving him as much breastmilk as his brother.

According to my gynae, there is some baby sac membrane left in my womb and there is infection already. I have to take some antibiotics for a week. She said my breastmilk will taste bitter after taking the antibiotics. Hm.. then I would prefer my Jayden take milk powder than taking my bitter breastmilk. Breastmilk with medicine taste?! argh! I might need to go through a minor operation to clean my womb if I'm still have bleeding by next week. So, I hope I can recovered myself after taking antibiotics. And I need more rest and blesses... so, I decided to stop breastfeeding.

How sad...

How's your life?

My life... Bappy and I still trying our best to cope our new lifestyle with 3 kids... what we can say about our life now.. full of challenges? We have to be a nurse to ensure they recover soon from sickness, and to be a judge to ensure fairness among them, and to be a teacher to tell them what is wrong what is right to do, and to be driver to drive them wherever they want to go, and to be a maid to do and follow what they say, and to be a toy horse for them to ride on, and to be a CD player to sing whatever song they wish to listen, to be a story teller to tell stories when they feel want to listen, to be chef to prepare meals for them and many many more... and soon... we have to be another thing.. an "atm machine" when they start know how to ask for money..and to be a magician to make impossible become possible.. that's the power of parent's love right? :D

What I can say about our life is... Our life definitely merrier and busier than before... sometimes Agnes disturbs Ryan or Jayden.. sometimes Ryan disturbs Agnes or Jayden.. yea.. Jayden can't disturb anyone yet.. because he still a little baby! haha! poor Jayden cannot 'revenge' to his sister and brother. More laughters, more fightings, more complaints, more noises, more shoutings, more cryings and more fun...

Do you know American Football?.. Ryan likes to play such game. Get sister's precious toy and RUN then the sister runs after him in order to get back her favourite toy! so sometimes Ryan chases Agnes for his toys... and sometimes Agnes chases Ryan for her toys... sometimes.. I feel the fun seeing them chasing each other for their belongs.. maybe because I ever have such fun with my brothers too when we were small.. :)

again.. bappy and I feel very tired... but happy.

On my first day back from maternity leave...

my dearest colleagues and I. The pic taken just nice.

The christmas tree that they just set up. Everybody in the office are in christmas mood now... :D

Back to Office!

Sooo nice to meet my dear colleagues.. Nice to sit on my comfy chair in aircond room.. Everything just nice.. Juz.. feel sleepy and ... not used to the new life yet... need to race with the time and catch every chances to rest.. Hope my loves one support me and wish everyone of us in the family can get used to the new life.. :)

From today, bappy will send the baby Jayden to nanny house then straight to his office and I will send Agnes and Ryan to their play school for full day session when I'm on my way to office. So, when we get home every evening, we will start busy with kids like dinner, shower, homework, nursing and many many small but very important tasks to be done.. Yea, that's our life every weekday... time not enough for personal entertainment like internet surfing, reading newspapers, watching movie or series.. alright, that's all for now..

sleepy now.. yawn..