17 days left!

I have 17 days left to meet my bb! Not sure I will meet my new bb within these 17 days... or will be 17 days later. :D

What's my feeling now... excited.. happy.. nervous.. hoping..

Recently..

I imagine back the pain level and experiences that I had for last deliveries. Read more articles to refresh my 'skill' hahaa!

Wonder if I will have better or worse delivery experience this time.

sometimes feel nervous and wondering when the pain will come. Actually, I so hope that the pain will come as soon as possible. coz, the longer bb stay in me, the bigger bb is... :P

sometimes I'm wondering will I deliver a bigger bb this time. Haizz.. scary le. Yes, although I already mama of two.. but I still scare la~

sometimes want to go for a car ride at nights to enjoy the night scene (coz I will be 'jailed' for a month after deliver mah).

Taking leave on every saturday to enjoy the day and go 'pak tor' with bappy.

Drive car as often as possible. Crazy me. I gonna miss driving my car for 1 month plus.

Feel want to pamper myself and eat fried kueh tiaw, bee hoon, noodle, laksa, ice cream, buns, cakes, fried chicken, cooling soft drinks but NO! NO! NO!.. must wait after I deliver my bb.

having hard time to lay on bed or switch position on bed at night. Is like carrying a heavy watermelon to sleep. Argh!

having hard time to stand up after sitting for quite some time. Like a very old grandma. :P

will I have another charming bb gal or another handsome bb boy?? So CURIOUS and can't wait to carry my new bb!


alright! since I have 17 days left. I should enjoy the time with my 2 little ones and bappy. Maybe will go for a sweet celebration because we going to be 5 in the family soon.. :D

Today is a big day for someone~

Baby Agnes turns 5 years old today. wow~~ Time really flies ...

It is an anniversary day for us, to become family, become mother and daughter.

Happy birthday to my baby Agnes! Wish you grow healthily and happy always. Muaks~

We plan to get her a small birthday cake and a small cup ice-cream for small celebration tonight! She still don't know today is her big day as we didn't remind her.. shhhh.. Hopefully she gets surprise and enjoy her favourite sweet food tonight!

Little Junior Picasso colouring contest

There was a colouring contest held in tHe Spring, South Court on 16 August 2008. It was a Saturday. I knew this contest from newspaper, Borneo Post advertisement section just the day before the contest day.


The categories are:-
4-6 years old (11am - 12noon)
7-9 years old (1.30pm - 2.30pm)
9-12 years old(3.30pm - 4.30pm)

1. Prizes: Cash Vouchers + Hampers
2. Goodies bay for every participants!
3. Colouring pencils provided.

Then, I was like.. "Hm... maybe I can let my Agnes to have fun in this contest.. " So, I decided to take leave from my company and be there to support her for her very first outside contest!

My main objective to get my Agnes participate this contest is not to get prizes from it (you know, is not easy to get prizes as she doesn't join any art class. No special skill in colouring or drawing knowledge mah.. ). I just hope she gains some experience and learn something from the event.

When we reach there, we saw few parents bring small table and chair to the event.

"wow! the kids must be a professional contestants"

They bring their own equipments like, pencil case, crayons, tissue paper, water colour.. eh! no joke! And we didn't bring anything. :P My Agnes is going to do the colouring on the floor (covered with rug, and it is not smooth enough!). "Oh poor her! " shouted silently in my heart. Then, Bappy quickly went to buy a thick drawing book so Agnes can do the colouring on the thick board and a sharpener. Funny hor..

Agnes asked me "Mummy, why they got tables and chairs?"

again she asked, "Mummy mummy, if I colour on the floor, will people laugh at me?"

I try to comfort her that there will be other participants going to colour on the floor with her also. Nothing to be shy or afraid of.





The colouring contest

Agnes starts colouring!

She almost give up halfway when she colours her picture background. Maybe she gets tired and seeing other children passing up their colourings.

So, I went to sit next to her and support her. Hoping she can finish colour the whole picture.


Look at the picture, seems like only left us but not. :) There are some more kids still do the colouring at the front. Those kids next to Agnes already passed up their colouring.






Congratulations Agnes! You have finished your colourings at last for the event... do you see her smile?

It is not easy to colour the whole picture for Agnes. Can you see her hard work from her colouring? yah yah.. see her nice colouring..



After submitting her pictures, we wait for the result...






All the colouring artworks. Can you see agnes' art piece? Can you see those nice coloured pictures. Those are by 'professional contestant'. Can see the difference among the artwork?

The panel is judging the artwork...

Congratulations baby!!

Agnes got a consolation prize from her first contest! How Cute!!

She got new colour pencils, crayons, sharpener, ruler, scissors and eraser for her gift. We were so happy and surprised that day!

I'm in week 35~

Hi there everyone, I'm in my 35 weeks pregnancy. Not sure how many weeks more to meet my new baby, my new family member... most probably will need to wait another 5 weeks considering my few 'last records'. hehe!

I got a bad dream yesterday. A very bad dream. And it is the MOST horrible dream I ever had. (I start to have dreams everyday since I pregnant. Yes... Dreams for every night!) I dreamt bappy is going to die. In my dream, I was so sad to let him go. Weirdly, we went to have our last round laksa together before we 'separate' by yin and yang. In my dream, I told him that I love him very much and I thank him for his love to me, his cares, his supports and everything he gave... to make me and our kids happy. And sadly, I felt that we both yet enjoy our life enough together but ... we have to 'separate'... I was so sad and helpless in my dream...

After I woke up from my dream, I told bappy about the bad dream... (Thank God is just a dream!) and Bappy reaction is like...

mammy: bappy... (bla bla bla bla bla, telling my dream story sadly)
bappy: oh....
mammy: (bla bla bla... continue my story)
bappy: oh...
mammy: bappy... you hear me or not ... :(
bappy: got...
mammy: ...

I know he is tired. I understand. So I didn't blame him for not hearing my midnite bla bla bla. That time was around 2:45am. After that, I was just laying on the bed with eyes open widely. Thinking back of my bad dream... and slowly... I dropped tears. I feel this is a reminder, asking me to cherish the one who care and love me...

Bappy, I love you always.. and I always do.