awaiting ...

while waiting for the time comes.. I also thinking of how my two kids going to 'respond' to this big change in their life soon -

1. having a new bb arrive in our family
2. seeing mummy always stay with the bb and not playing with them.(coz doing confinement).

From my experience, I used to forbid Agnes to touch her newborn sibling, Ryan because I scare she will hurt baby Ryan when patting him too hard. She was sad, felt neglected and started to get naughty to drag my attention like don't listen what you say, just do what she wants, always want to be with me. I think that was my fault for not letting her to touch her brother Ryan that time. See how I can teach my two kids to welcome this baby in proper way and gentle way this time. I really hope my two kids will welcome their newborn sibling later. And also hope that they will not making lots of problems when I am having confinement. Can't really help to take care of them as I will be resting in my room most of the time. It always sad and stress to see or hear our kids always get scolded/punished by people when kids get naughty, right? At least to me, I will feel hurt lo...

Just hope the two little ones won't be naughtier and giving bappy nightmares during my confinement period.