Baby Jayden

- Just Jayden -

Bappy...

Thank you for being with me throughout the ups and downs and wish we stay happy and healthy with our kids!

Happy 6th Annivesary !

Mammy! Mammy! I want Mammy!

I'm going to be panda bear soon... because he keeps calling me during midnight these few nights after he back from the hospital...

ryan : "Mammy! Mammy! I want Mammy! wooo~~~~ "

and as usual, the sister Agnes will open my room door and look for me...

agnes : "Mammy, en en is looking for u... "

I will reply my dotter "Oh~~~".. then I pull myself cruely from my warm and comfy bed.. what can I do.. I just attend him patiently everytime.. Just follow what he say.. :) I was asked to pat him, to make him some milk, to accompany him to sleep, listen to his nagging, or sometimes get scolded by him.. and I don't what is the reason.. maybe he dreamt me forcing him to take medicine??? haha!.. what so ever... and I was running between my room and children's room these few nights... Hm.. I think I better sleep with the kids at the moment? I'm not sure... I scare the kids will forever want me sleep with them later.. how can wor...

sigh! I can't stop yawning in office!!! I need some BLACK coffee!

skinny Ryan

Ryan discharged from the hospital on last Monday and stayed at home for rest till Tuesday.

At the beginning, I was thought to work from home and let Ryan stay at home to rest till he fully recovered. I have no annual leave left and can't afford to have unpaid leave. I wrote an email to my boss to approve me working from home but no reply from him after waited for quite some time. I guess he must be very busy with emergency case again.

Seeing Ryan getting active and after having serious discussion with bappy. We decided to let him back to school the next day. We will have close monitoring with his school teacher on his progress at school.

Ryan has no good sleep at night. He keeps crying and asking for me to be with him or make him some milk. My Agnes also did not have a good night sleep too because disturbed by his cries. On Wednesday morning, I sent Ryan off to school with his sister Agnes. He was very happy. I was worry about him. I worry he get worse after back to school. I also feel tired. Maybe I have no good sleep the night before too.

Back to office, I found that my boss actually approve me to work from home. I was ;) . But then since I already back to office, I just tell my boss that I will let him know if I need to work from home this week. It's all depend on my Ryan health now...

When I fetch him home from school, he is doing well according to his teacher. Good to hear that. So relief. :)

At home, he gets tired and moody. He keep complaining his stomache. After dinner, I just massage his tummy slowly and put him to sleep. I also fall asleep. Maybe we were too tired. He also making lots of noises at night. Asking me to make milk for him but then he didn't finish the milk. I have no good sleep again...

This morning, Ryan was active and happy. I happy to see him like this too. However, he still got complain his stomach pain. But not as often as the night before.

Ryan .. please get well soon... Mammy so miss your funny actions.. so miss...